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this girl kendall [06 Jun 2006|05:26pm]
i love her
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too long [11 Jun 2005|02:26pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

its been too long since i worte in this damn thing...its kind of stupid now that people have my spaces, no1 uses these crap 4 craps, anyways...i love krista and that all that is really important at this time..godbye <3 brian

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oy [13 May 2005|03:30pm]
got my car today...woooooo so if any1 needs to bum rides, ill hook you up for a while but i wanna do seomthing tonight, so hit me up 334-4585....and uhhh yeah b-ball tournament tomorrow, should be fun...im out


Brian
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daaaang [11 May 2005|04:40pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

fuel last night was the SHIIIIIIIIT from pits are the best thing i think ever created hott girls booty dancing and it was just fun, my brother was awesome he bought me some stuff...uhhhh what else what else...things are pretty good i need to find a new g/f bcause the one i WANTED isnt going to heppen we are going to be friends....maybe...i dunno dont ask

Later, Brian

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im feeling sick [06 May 2005|10:54pm]
[ mood | sick ]

i never thought i would get to the point, of being jealous for 2 great people, i should be happy tj and sam were hangin out tonight, but i have never felt so sick b4 in my life, i dont know whether its the fact that i like sam more than any1 i think i ever have...or the fact that my best friend is getting with her and i cant...i tried not to be jealous and play it off as something i could care less about, but i seriously am throwing up over the situation that has happened tonight...why is life so gay sometimes:-\

goodbye

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cows [05 May 2005|04:32pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

once again, i saw sam she is so beautiful its not even funny, of course on the outside, but i talk to her EVERYDAY and i never get bored or anyhing its just always awesome im so gla di have some1 like that in my life

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slobber knockle [28 Apr 2005|06:10pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

last night was youth which was scrumptulecent. Sam was hott, as every1 has told me....but i already knew that...tj was also hott...but isnt he always? Spanish was gay bcause mrs reed gave me 4 detentions....faggot! i pooped with josh and john today...it was good thats about all...oo and i had fun with sam...but i always do so nothing really knew...my spaghettio's are now ruined...thanks

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Sam is all i think about [26 Apr 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Ugh i like sam so much, like everytime i talk to her i like her more and more, she just i dunno, she is like the perfect girl i am looking for, and i know i've said this kind of stuff b4, but i was just being nice, bcause i wanted action but its not like that with her, i havent even kissed her its just like we are best friends, and i dont WANT to lose that by doing something stupid by asking her out, but i also dont want to go thru my life saying what if...like if she coudl have possibly been the one or w/e, like usually im talkatie to girls....but never when we are alone...its not like that with her...i mean i dont get along with any1 else as much as i do her...its never a dull moment when i hang around her...i just dont know what to do...but im sure what happens is meant ot be...but i really do want her..like to myself..i dont know what im saying but u all do. I have only known her liek 5 days...i've already met her relatives..that was kind of weird...she probably has the coolest mom ever..put it this way she buys clothes where Sam does...and she says her mom is a MILF...so if her own child says so...dont u think so too? lol anyways...if a relationship is based just on looks alone...then sam would be the girl to marry bcause you know she is gonna be a milf when she gets older hahahha anyways later guys.

<3 you Fluffy'S

Brian

PS poop has so many meanings you dont even know....

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[25 Apr 2005|08:36pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

[Name]: Brian
[Birthday]: April 7
[Siblings]: 3 brizzoes
[Hair color]: brown
[Eye color]: blue
[Height]: 6'6
[Been in love]: i think soooo
[Eaten an entire box of oreos]: ew yes
[Been on stage]: ye
[Gotten in a car accident]: ya
[Dyed your hair]: no
[Choked in front of people on my own spit or drink]: haha all the time
[Gone to school in your pajamas]: heck yeah
[Gotten a detention]: always
[Loved someone so much that it made you cry]: i think not

---This or that---
[Cold/hot]: hott
[Blue/red]: blue
[Rain/snow]: snow angels rock
[Give/receive]: receive, receivers are never the gay ones
[Wool/cotton]: cotton
[Rose/daisy]: rose
[Private school/public school]: private fool school
[Chocolate milk/plain milk]: white choclate
[Celsius/Fahrenheit] : fahrenheit
[Spring/fall]: this is a really gay question
[History/science]: history
[Math/English]: english
[Country/rock]: rock
[Coke/pepsi]: neither... mountain dew
[Cherry coke/vanilla coke]: cherry coke
[Love/lust]: love
[Sleep/eat]: eat

---Opposite sex---
[Do you like someone right now]: yes sir...or maam?
[Do they know]: yeah
[What do you look for in the opposite sex]: Sam
[Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend ]: nope

---Friends---
[Who do you see most often]: josh hull
[Who is your most annoying friend]: gage spry
[Which friend do you wish you could see more] : Sam
[Who do you IM the most these days]: yazy
[Whos the loudest]: josh hull
[Whos the shyest]: jenna morgan
[Who are you jealous of]: hmmm.....models
[Who has the best room]: me
[Whos the most horny]: Yazy
[Who do you trust the most]: Daniel Arena
[Whos your best friend]: Dan Arena
[Favorite friends of the opposite sex]: Sam Jenna Yazy
[Favorite friends of the same sex]: Every1 at youth group i talk to
[One you usually miss]: Recently Sam

---Within the last 24 hours---
[Had a serious talk]: ye
[Hugged someone]: Yes
[Missed someone]: yep
[Gotten along with your parents]: yeah
[Fought with a friend]: no
[Cried]: no
[Felt empty]: when i did drugs

---Do you like to---
[Give hugs]: yep
[Give back rubs]: i love to give them. Especially back scratches...to Sam
[Take walks in the rain]: no but ive always wanted to make out in the rain
[Watch tv]: Sports Center and Pokemon <-- what what you dont know nothing buot no pikachu
[Do homework]: sometimes
[Talk on the phone]: sadly...only to Sam now i hate the phone
[Go online]: yep
[Do freaky things]: of course

---Have you ever---
[Been to a concert]: ye
[Been out of state/provice]: yep
[Gone skinny dipping]: yes
[Ran around naked]: isnt that what skinny dipping is...
[Broken a bone]: like 7
[Ran a marathon]: around the frigerator!
[Met a famous person]: no but MC hammer was at ocean walk on my prom
[Bought something and then sold it]: pokemon cards back in the dizzay

---Extras---
[What is your worst habit]: using abbreviations
[What really makes you mad]: fake people!
[Scariest moment]: peurto rico, snake on the mountain
[What is your earliest memory]: poop
---Now---
[Where are you]: hmmm....lets think, my home?
[Are you wearing any jewelry]: socks
[When was the last time you showered]: like 2 hours ago
[What color pants do you have on right now]: im not wearing pants
[What song are you listening to right now]: showbread-mouth like a magazine
[What was the last thing you ate]: french onion soup
[What should you really be doing right now]: cuddling with fluffy's
[If you were a crayon, what color would you be]: flourecant pink

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HOLY GRENADE! [24 Apr 2005|06:16pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]

HOLY FREAKING CRAP i have not updated in like a month, anmyways, i seriously forgot about everything except this wekeend, which was really the only time since january first anything amazing has happened to me. OK to start out with, i was debating on whether to even go to this thing on thursday night, bcause my mom wouldnt let me skip school and help frank The Tank set up tents, sooooo yeah i was uncertain on what i wanted to do, little did BT know that if i didnt go i would have regreted it for a long time, i needed to do something church oreiented away from all kinds of electronics and crap like that, nothing to distract me you know!? anyways, i seriously thought this was going to be a total sausage fest, OMG was i WRONG! there were so many parents, little kids, i dont know there were alot mroe people than i thoguht there would have been. Anyways Travis was in heaven around these little girls, cause he fits right in, as soon as he saw all the girls that are like 4 years younger than him he was sweating like R.Kelly at a daycare. anyways not only were there all these annoying girls, but there was one, who i really didnt even expect to meet seeing as how she was proposed "off limits" by travis, and girls at christian campouts are usually lame and have NO personality, i was Dead WRONG. but more about this amazingly perfect girl later ;-) the first day, we got there set up our stuff, then we just like chilled.....for about 7 hours by the bon fire, and i seriously didnt think it was going to be fun around all these christian kids, but i go to a christian school, and all the kids there are awesome, so i dont know why i thoguht that, but i fit in right away. and as soon as i found my friend JOEL that played drums, we hit it off like right away just talking about cadances yatta yatta yatta, anyways, the real fun started when out of the corner of my ear, whats this...i hear some....saying...A-town stay down??? WHAT WHAT that was my cue, frank started singin the end of Yeah and i just danced my ghetto booty(inside joke)off i went crazy up in a beast, and when this girl saw what i was doing she instantly like became cool friends with me...wink wink, start of something good? lol anyways we sarted talking and we were just sittin round the bonfire and like talking abuot movies and skits off of SNL and all kinds of stuff, that was the first time i've ever good about myself, just looking at some1, who has THE MOST BEAUTIFUL EYES I HAVE EVER SEEN(excluding myself hahahah) they are like greyish blue, and they are justa amazing and like when she smiled i seriously melted inside i've never seen any1 do that b4 to me, bsides yazy bcause these smiles were like tied in greatness, anyways i went to bed...well not really until juan STFU! but the next day i couldnt wait to see my new friend( the reason im not saying her name is bcause i dont know if she wants other people to know i like her) but anyways, we woke up about 6:30 went fishing with frank rob and charlie, caught 4 blue gill's and a shiner, pretty good catch, but we went back, ate b-fast, and sat and talked with this girl some more then we played kick ball, which i must say i rocked JOEYS SOX IN!!! anyways i saw this girl again sitting on the bench out there all by herself, i was like whats she doing, she must have adhd hahaha anyways we were up by like 27 bcause im the freaking master of kickball and i never lose anything, unless THIS GIRL is on my back in one game, bcause her arms are short, but bsides that i was the S HIT, ok uhhh yeah i layed on the bench next to her and we just like talked, for like ezilly an hour if not 2, she is just amazing like i dont know how to explain it i have never talked with any person that long in my life, it was awesome, we just talked and hung out the rest of the day until the evening, which was probably the best night of my life, i cant think of a single NIGHT that was better than this one, first off it was freezing ball cold, but then we got a fire, kind of....basically all i have to say is...FRANK! GO GET MROE WOOD, lol anyways we got cold so i brought out my sleeping bag and we like somewhat uhhh Cuddled? under this and it was awesome, then i had a great idera where she would sit across from me, my nasty feet on her sides, her nasty feet on my chest, and we kept each other warm basically and i seriously oculd have stayed the entire night w/o saying one word to her just looking at her, SHE IS SOOOOO EFFING CUTE, anyways we just talked for about 5 more hours and like held hands and just like acted like mutual friends basically it sux we couldnt just go to the tent and lay down :-\ stupid PDA rules, but anyways she was just like the coolest person i have met in a while, and so real like she wasnt fake at all, but we just had so much in common, w/e w/e we drew in the sand after i got done playign ont he practice pad with drum sticks which she now hates, F-g UNIT WHAT WHAT?? eye <3 $4M!! lol i love scotch good times she is just the coolest person ever and alot of other stuff happened while i was at the camp thing but i seriously forgot everything except the stuff i did with this girl i really am going to miss waking up and seeing her whenever i want tho :-\ later guys

<3 brian


PS if u got this far, you are too obssessed with reading my LJ

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[09 Apr 2005|05:59pm]
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...erotic
Your hugs are...to die for
Your eyes...light up a day
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...amazing
Your love is...everlasting
Quiz created with MemeGen!


its all so so true
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YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY [07 Apr 2005|04:01pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

its my b-day fools, i can now officially see rated R movies
woop woop, im getting subs in my car, woop woop, and on christmas im finally getting a new exhaust system!!!! hellllll yeah im so spoiled but i dont care i love it!!!! anyways im out to go do b-day stuff

<3 brian

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woohoo [06 Apr 2005|03:24pm]
tonight is youth, woop woop the sucky thing is...megan cant go, and i wanted to see her, which is poopy, heather you need to sotp writing comments in my journal...i dont want you writen shit in this, and i flipped out on yazy, dumb mistake, i warned her not to ask me that question...but o well, uhhh i havent updated in a while, i might get to see an old friend tonight...COUUGH lauren COUGH, so that will be cool, i love sicilian women..lmao joe haha u crack me up bro, anyways im out

<3 brian
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HECK YEAH [02 Apr 2005|11:50pm]
What Makes You Sexy?
by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part IsYour Hair
Special Talents AreGiving The Rub Down
Quiz created with MemeGen!








thats right fool the rub down!
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ahhhhhhhhhhhh [02 Apr 2005|11:37pm]
[ mood | confused ]

i like this girl so much, and i barely even know her, ANY ideas what i should do?!

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[31 Mar 2005|04:14pm]
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Brian Shaw Tomlinson
Birthday:April 7 1988
Birthplace:DAYTONA BEACH!!
Current Location:my computer..
Eye Color:blue/green
Hair Color:brown
Height:6'8
Right Handed or Left Handed:Right
Your Heritage:errrrr
The Shoes You Wore Today:nikes, i play basketball
Your Weakness:girls
Your Fears:breaking my leg
Your Perfect Pizza:cheese and peperroni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:be an all american b-ball player
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:L O FRAKING L
Thoughts First Waking Up:im tired
Your Best Physical Feature:abs
Your Bedtime:when my mom says
Your Most Missed Memory:the days i went out with yasmine or heather
Pepsi or Coke:coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:mc D's
Single or Group Dates:single...so u can spend time with that 1 person :)
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:NESTEA OMG
Chocolate or Vanilla:vanilla ice
Cappuccino or Coffee:cappuccino
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Swear:yes
Do you Sing:YES
Do you Shower Daily:3 times
Have you Been in Love:yes
Do you want to go to College:i am
Do you want to get Married:yes
Do you belive in yourself:yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:only on boats
Do you think you are Attractive:some might say
Are you a Health Freak:yes
Do you get along with your Parents:YES
Do you like Thunderstorms:tro0o0o
Do you play an Instrument:yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yes
In the past month have you Smoked:no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:hell yeah 3 boxes
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:yes i work at publix
In the past month have you been on Stage:yes i play in a band
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:yes
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:yes
Ever been Drunk:yes
Ever been called a Tease:yes
Ever been Beaten up:does beating up people count?
Ever Shoplifted:yes
How do you want to Die:in the person i love's arms
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:a basketball player
What country would you most like to Visit:hmmm, Hawaii
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:OMG blue
Favourite Hair Color:blonde
Short or Long Hair:dont mater
Height:like 5'5 or taller
Weight:it shouldnt matter
Best Clothing Style:preppy or punk
Number of Drugs I have taken:0
Number of CDs I own:97
Number of Piercings:1
Number of Tattoos:0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:4

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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my Gosh [25 Mar 2005|10:48pm]
[ mood | guilty ]

well i guess i got what i was wishing for, my ex-g/f....heather just got dumped by her b/f that she loved, i know its what i wanted so i could be with her...its just...now that i can have her...i feel guilty bcause i prayed for them to get broken up bcause i love her so much still...and you shouldnt pray to God about selfish things like that...i mean dont get me wrong I WANT heather...its just i feel guilty and part of the reason they broke up seems like its my fault...SRY HEATHER:( i love you so much and i was just jealous to see another guy...especially one who is ruining his life have u and your full attention...i love you heather shaw!!!

<3 brian

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opah [21 Mar 2005|08:28pm]
[ mood | blah ]

does any1 know why bass players are always fat...im trying to figure this out...later


And i am now into strictly hardcore music...everything else just doesnt cut it...

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omg [10 Mar 2005|04:52pm]
[ mood | horny ]

youth last night was so gay, but i got to be with my baby michelle and her friend amanda, who is also hott and funny, they are 2 cool people its freaking awesome how some people can make your life better when it seems it WILL never get better. i wanted to kiss michelle last night, but of course...youth group, she tried like cuddling with me, and i had to tell her to get off bcause we would have gotten in trouble....Sry Michelle:( anyways she is so freaking hott, and shes thinking about dying her hair back and if she does i will fight her and then have sex with her.....so she better not...and stupid amanda asked the dumbest question....Brian do u have the V....at first i thought she said abs...and i was like uhhhh yeah, and she kept on saying V but i couldnt hear her bcause she talks like a retard...but i finally heard her say V...and i almost punched her in the face...cause everyone knows i have a V...rediculous. anyways after that we went outside into the freaking cold as hell ball freezing air ever...and got my detention, and i just held michelles hang the entire time:) that felt soooooo right it was weird i havent felt that feeling in a long time..it was nice, im pretty sure we are going to be together for a while...and im pretty sure this g/f wont get me kicked out of school:-\ cough cough....anyways i love you michelle my baby !!!!


Later

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spainyard [22 Feb 2005|02:01pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

your gay

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